I have been lying facedown for awhile now. I dragged myself out of my office and got online to distract myself. I ended up crying my face off, reattached it slightly askew, sat shivering for awhile, then texted WD and asked for help in the form of dinner. And because he is so good to me, he sent it to me.
RK found me sitting at the table staring at my dinner and because she is so good to me she gently coaxed me to eat it.
Now I'm lying here, having added a couple of people and a couple of terms to my filters. I am torn between being done with today and just going to sleep, and rummaging for some way to feel like I made the day worthwhile or something.
*puts face back into pillow*
RK found me sitting at the table staring at my dinner and because she is so good to me she gently coaxed me to eat it.
Now I'm lying here, having added a couple of people and a couple of terms to my filters. I am torn between being done with today and just going to sleep, and rummaging for some way to feel like I made the day worthwhile or something.
*puts face back into pillow*
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Date: 2025-02-28 01:18 pm (UTC)hugs you tightly I was dreadful company. And/but I would have liked that. But I got through because you fed me.
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Date: 2025-02-28 01:58 am (UTC)I'm sorry the world is so shitty, but awfully glad you have folks in your corner. wish I were closer
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Date: 2025-02-28 02:58 pm (UTC)Thank you for doing the difficult work.
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